These days I am facing a weird problem. I fall short of words while speaking, writing or even when I am talking to myself. Why is it happening? …. I get confused about usage of words …. I keep on thinking if this word would look good in this sentence … am I structuring this sentence correctly … is my pronunciation correct … that’s the reason I have been highly inactive over here …because I just don’t understand how to put down my thoughts…. now too … while writing this .. I m writing a word …. Backspacing it …writing again …and yeah … why I am putting so many ….. What’s wrong with my vocabulary? …. Damn!! First thing, I am not going to type dots. Oh damn! No dots!! Yah …eee!!!
Fine! Exclamation is good so this post is going to be all about exclamation. (Don’t mind the full stops).
So I was talking about this sudden shortage of words. And the problem is so serious that I just can’t express myself without pressing backspace or without taking long pauses. Now I know what I need to tell you but then again … I am not able to write it flawlessly. I feel like I have become dyslexic!
I tried to analyze this problem. I have come up with few observations. They are as follows:
1. I don’t read books these days.
2. I don’t write anything except some formal mails
3. My day passes so fast that I just don’t get time to think anything out of routine stuffs.
4. My life has become monotonous so I don’t have anything to share
5. My brain has become rusty
To conclude, I have stopped using words. My life has become a template. So is my language.
Well, all I can do now is to resume reading books …. For which I would need to join back the library! (grrrr..)
Anyway… that’s it for now!! Hope to come up with a better post next time ….of course with a sensible subject … this one was just to dust my fingers and mind!